Melt-to cause to disappear gradually
Mend- to make (something broken or damaged) usable again; to heal or cure
Meld- the definition of meld is to cause things to combine or blend and become one thing or substance, a blend of various things.
In the Northeast, we still have a small scattering of snow piles, remnants of this past wicked winter. It was brutal on many fronts and a true test of our wills. In addition, right in the middle of it my family had a medical crisis, which resulted in a 16-day hospital stay for my husband.
Just as soon as the hospital stay part was over, I suffered a HARD fall that wrenched my knee and body, leaving me with even more aches and pains. I feel like I have been crabby most of the winter for one reason or another; my knee or feet hurt or the weather predicts snow–again.
First off, I would like to thank everyone for your prayers and meals and generosity during our recent medical crisis. We are now on the MEND hoping to MELD and focusing on the new normal life has given us. We are blessed, we survived. Now, if the snow would MELT my antsy husband can get back on his bike again! You see, his passion is biking. For him, his passion is feeling the wind on his face and through his hair which allows him to lose himself in his thoughts on a bike trail.
I understand it. For me, it is losing myself in a drawing or painting, creating something from nothing. I have always liked to draw. It’s cheap and portable. Just a pencil and a piece of paper. And it’s true, the more you draw, the better you get at it. But I think I have also reached a point in my adult life where I go out of my way to create art challenges for myself just to see how I’m going to solve them. For me, this is the thinking that artists do; it keeps my brain alive and challenges my critical thinking skills, like Sudoku. (which I don’t do but hubby does.) During this stressful time, one of the things that brought me great comfort was drawing. For a while now I have hoped that I could get back to the point of life when I nine. I loved drawing and could actually lose myself in drawing. You know how that is, you are doing something so intensely that time goes by. You look up and you are not even sure of where you are or what time it is anymore. For that small time, you have disappeared to a world of your own creating.
Joseph Campbell (1904 –1987) was an American mythologist, writer and lecturer, best known for his work in comparative mythology and comparative religion. His work is vast, covering many aspects of the human experience. His philosophy is often summarized by his phrase: “Follow your bliss”, calling this altered state of consciousness “Bliss” state. Others might say “Zen”, in pottery it is referred to as “becoming centered”.
So that is how you get lost in a drawing. On the other hand, maybe it is in getting lost that we truly find ourselves.
It’s strange that my recent personal challenge brought forth the opportunity to have that kind of experience again. I remember President Kennedy saying, “When written in Chinese, the word “crisis” is composed of two characters, one represents danger, and the other represents opportunity.”
For me being able to say to myself, “for 30 minutes every day while you’re at your husband’s bedside you are going to let yourself go and enjoy drawing while he rests”, was a true lifesaver. It kept me sane and recharged my batteries.
That is one of the reasons I am so passionate about nurturing art in our children. Not only is art fun, it gives you creativity and problem-solving skills, and it can give you coping skills. Learning to express yourself through the arts can give meaning to an ordinary day. It really is not about whether you are good enough or not; or whether your things look nice or pretty, or not. It’s about the experience that you have. Another great thing about drawing is you get to use your imagination, which is wonderful.
In the past year, I have definitely spent more time drawing. In addition, I am rebuilding some good habits. I turn away from electronics and internet. I clean off my kitchen table and put some music on. I may start with a doodle and then ask myself; what is it? What do I want to make it become? What would be the first thing I would need to draw to make that happen? How can I convince others that this line, this doodle, is really a mouse? How about a momma mouse with babies? Oh, she would need a baby carriage then. What if she had three mice babies and they were blind just like in the fairy tale? They would probably be squirming everywhere. Would she really be so exasperated as to cut off their tails with a carving knife?
So, it starts with pencil and quickly jumps into mixed media to make it even more three-dimensional, oh, and she’s an old school Italian mouse. She wears black lace on her head, (is it her disguise?) or maybe she just came from Mass at the old Catholic Church down the block. Did she pray like I do, for God to “either lighten my load or strengthen my back?”
Drawing also makes you pay attention. If you really look at something and you study it whether it’s a finger or a leaf of a plant or sunlight or how shadows bounce on a cup then you really pay attention. You notice differences and details and it is a gift because you get to see beauty where once you might have looked and seen none at all.
Like many people, we have been bombarded with snow this winter. Piles and piles of it and although we are luckier than many Midwestern states, we are all tired of seeing snow. One thing I realized is when you see that much snow and it never goes away I started noticing subtle color differences in the snow. And not just yellow or ash gray (eww). A closer look reveals undertones depending on the time of day how much sun is shining and what the weather is like. Sometimes it is a light blue or a pale lilac and a very soft cocoa brown color. Then I noticed sometimes the white snow looks more like ivory or cream and that makes a difference because now I am interacting with the landscape and I am paying attention on a level that I was not before.
I first learned of this technique while studying the work of Frederick Franck. He was a painter, sculptor, and author of more than 30 books on Buddhism and other subjects who was known for his interest in human spirituality. He was a native of The Netherlands and became a United States citizen in 1945. He was a dental surgeon by trade, and worked with Dr. Albert Schweitzer in Africa from 1958-1961.
His sculptures are in the collections of the Museum of Modern Art, the Whitney Museum of American Art, the Fogg Art Museum, the Tokyo National Museum, and the Cathedral of St. John the Divine. His major creation, however, was a sculpture garden and park adjacent to his home in Warwick, New York, which he called Pacem in Terris, or “Peace on Earth.” In 1959, Dr. Franck and his wife, Claske Berndes Franck, purchased for $800, the 6-acre property, the site of an old gristmill, which over the years had become a dumping ground. They opened Pacem in Terris to the public in 1966. More than 70 sculptures adorn the property, which is now operated by a nonprofit organization.
I encourage you all to discover his work and to start paying more attention to the “little things” more closely. The exercises in seeing that his work is based on are simple and fun. It is a game you can play anywhere much like “I spy”. When you start noticing how many colors of green there are you start noticing there really is a lot of beauty in the world.
Lastly, I have some news from my studio. I was thrilled to have won first prize for one of my new mixed-media pieces in a very solid art show! I have included a couple of sketches of my recent colored pencil works. Some of them are still unfinished. I am also developing a new drawing class for colored pencils that I am excited about. My Art & Soul studio is back up and running offering classes for children and adults in painting, drawing, sculpture and sewing. I am also a “teacher on the go” again. I have recently become a registered Merit Badge Instructor for Boy Scouts of America and I am an experienced Workshop Instructor available for retreats. Contact me, if interested.
I have some fun art apps for your smartphones, if you have one. The first is Blenduko. It is fun and a great way to develop you “value scales” in art. The other one you probably have already heard about is “Draw Something” which is a funny thing to play with among friends or with Internet connections.
I have also been working online with digital art using the Sketchpro program and my new Sensu digital brush, which is a very weird and interesting tool that I hope to play more with in the future. That is the thing about being an artist, you know we do not ever retire; we just keep looking at what is next.
Books to recommend; The Invention of Wings by Sue Monk Kidd
Divergent by Veronica Roth
David and Goliath, underdogs, misfits, and the art of battling giants by Malcolm Gladwell (Surprisingly, underdogs DO win more often than not)
Again, I want to thank everyone for your prayers and kind thoughts, meals and gift cards, and for not forgetting us. I know WordPress is a pain, asking you to join before you can leave a comment, but please do. I love to hear feedback and make connections with other people. I hope that this post will encourage you to develop passion in your life about whatever excites you and “charges your batteries.” I know that drawing is a great tool that can help that and it can be a beautiful art form in its own right.